fiction

2012-02-16T23:33:00.002+02:00

lucidity

2012-02-09T23:26:00.000+02:00

väga tõsine

2012-02-08T21:44:00.000+02:00

fool moon

2012-02-01T23:36:00.003+02:00

ma kolisin! tulge külla

2012-01-31T16:48:00.004+02:00

a man with words like a lion's roar (or a man with a kickass beard and a tiny lion for a mouth, your pick). i coloured it with coffee.

the wolf healer

2012-01-29T17:31:00.001+02:00

shapeshifter shapeshifter

2012-01-18T14:15:00.001+02:00

to survive the test of unanswered questions

2012-01-18T00:17:00.000+02:00

listen when the prophet speaks to you

2012-01-15T23:48:00.001+02:00

kumb?

2012-01-11T01:52:00.000+02:00

2012-01-11T01:31:00.001+02:00

smooooch

2012-01-05T18:52:00.002+02:00

katsejänesesilmad

2012-01-03T00:55:00.001+02:00

sess iz kicking in

2012-01-02T12:56:00.002+02:00

workinprogress

2011-12-24T16:23:00.002+02:00

müsteerium jõuluõhtul. varbajäljed ja nokaaugud tordis. kes on süüdi?

2011-12-21T20:37:00.004+02:00

half. loved.
unseen unbothered
breathing out dust.
and you.

2011-12-16T03:32:00.001+02:00

rändavad neerud ja ööd, kus koju saabudes õõõh

2011-12-12T14:55:00.002+02:00

selline tunne

2011-12-02T03:06:00.004+02:00

koša peeglitagustes

2011-11-30T23:49:00.002+02:00

2011-11-30T23:39:00.002+02:00

tuulekskäija

veel

2011-11-30T22:41:00.005+02:00

sketchbooki rõõmud - mõistuse hääle karust järgmisele lehele on keegi minu käekirjas huulepulgaga väga ebamääraselt kritseldanud "surnud sisekärbse elustamine" . minu kõige suuremaks probleemiks oli vahepeal (päris pikka aega) suht nullilähedane sisemonoloog. surnd mis surnd. riietusin musta, viisin läbi müstilisi riitusi ja mediteerisin vaalahäälte saatel. paari nädala pikkuse töö tagajärjel on selgunud, et siseloom ilmutab kõige tõsiseltvõetavamaid elumärke vaid siis, kui seda üldse vaja ei ole. ehk siis - elus! ..või ebasurnud?

2011-11-30T22:29:00.000+02:00

juhtub

2011-11-30T19:36:00.007+02:00

ma pidin ülikaua vaeva nägema et tuvastada,kust miks ja millal täpselt need kaadrid mu filmile said - nimelt on tegu juuniga aastal 2009. ee. ma arvasin et see film on tühi, enne kui läbule klõpsima läksin. nüüd on nii, et karli näo asemel on õllekapp, mis arvestades alumise expozuuri aastat ja pungifaasi lõpuperioodi ei olegi järgi mõeldes vist muidugi eriti vale.

2011-11-29T19:17:00.000+02:00

sünnipäevakook

2011-11-23T20:35:00.002+02:00

wolf wolf inside be silent and sleep

skin shifter

2011-11-23T17:40:00.003+02:00

resolutsioon

2011-11-23T17:08:00.007+02:00

wallu - i am over you. neveragain will i gaze into your hazy depths! begone!

2011-11-23T00:38:00.000+02:00

hunting, haunting

2011-11-17T17:27:00.002+02:00

two-headed boy

krüptilise öökulli portree

2011-11-15T17:30:00.005+02:00

PAREDOLIA. definition.

paredolia is a psychological phenomenon involving perception of a vague and random pattern as significant or meaningful. It's the illusion that lets us transfer human qualities to rationally arbitrary objects, patterns and shapes. It's the beautiful delusion that lets us stare at clouds for hours, to find figures on muddy floors and perceive faces on stained walls. Paredolia is a predisposition to see faces whether they are there or not.

"The portrait of a cryptic owl" is a pattern formed by two separate objects. One is the northern wall of a brick house - it's round barred windows create the owl's eyes. The second, a model's silhouette, forms the suggestion of a beak. The result is the wide stare of a nocturnal bird we're all familiar of - the owl.

I'm convinced that without the phenomenon of paredolia our society would be a lot different. Art from a purely physical viewpoint is, in its essence, a carefully assembled collage of random matter. It's the human mind's ability to narrate that gives art its meaning and its power.

"The portrait of a cryptic owl" encourages the viewer to take notice and to embrace the suggestive patterns, fictional creatures and metaphysical faces that they would otherwise bypass and discard as irrelevant.

2011-11-15T17:29:00.001+02:00

2011-11-15T17:27:00.000+02:00

jaam

2011-11-10T16:44:00.002+02:00

designed to be unhabitable

no airplain conspiracies here

2011-11-09T00:52:00.005+02:00

as of today i will stop explaining, or rather, trying to explain people what chemtrails are.

edit, link

2011-11-08T20:56:00.000+02:00

intrusion

2011-11-01T23:46:00.003+02:00

"Heaven and earth are ruthless,

/.../

Better to hold fast to the void. "

-tao te ching

2011-10-26T16:41:00.001+03:00

2011-10-24T02:04:00.000+03:00

tahan hingata

squealing classics

2011-10-24T01:40:00.004+03:00

Your head is humming and it won't go

2011-10-11T22:50:00.004+03:00

vaevu-vaevukuuldavalt laseb keegi seina tagant zeppelini. minu geniaalne mõistus keerab tümmi mentaalselt põhja, airguitarib mööda tuba ringi ja kammib kaasa laulda, samal ajal kui igavam, normaalsem, ratsionaalsem ja korralikum pool jõllitab pingsalt ilgemat hunnikut veel läbi mälumata slaide, mille peale ülehomme töö on

no punchline

2011-10-10T00:22:00.003+03:00

rikun fotoseeria diipe vaibe, aga see on pelmeenirebane - me viskasime talle rõdult veebruariöösse pelmusid. pistis kõik paadunud näljaroti aplusega nahka ja hängis drivewayl veel tükk aega lootusrikka näoga, vurrud võbisemas

e

2011-10-07T14:43:00.002+03:00

awaken the guardians

2011-10-07T14:41:00.001+03:00

2011-10-07T13:48:00.001+03:00

welcome to the game headless abomination

mustvalged anomaaliad kodukandis

2011-10-07T13:14:00.001+03:00

ehk siis august xaljavas

2011-10-06T20:12:00.000+03:00

миша

2011-10-06T20:01:00.005+03:00

if i was an alien about to boost a primitive race to ultimate consciousness by altering their genes i'd carve "миша wuz here" EVERYWHERE inbetween the useful bits. just to mess with them.

i've been watching the documentary about ancient alien theory. pretty interesting, although i was already familiar with most of the key thesis, which most probably makes me a huge nerd. or something.

draamasari päeva 25

2011-10-03T00:52:00.007+03:00

minu nädalase bronhiidieksiili ajal on nii mõndagi toimunud - nimelt sellel ajal, kui mina diivanil lebosklesin, lollakaid turn-based mänge mängisin ja hea kirjanduse virnadesse peakaid sooritasin, juhtus Vannitoa ümber ja sees rida hirmsaid sündmusi. mu daamid ja härrad, siin on episoodi resoluutne lõpp.

hiljem selgus, et mu romanss Vannitoaga kestab veel edasi. olge lahked, püha aura ja holy grail koos mentaalse saksofonisoologa:

2011-09-15T22:33:00.000+03:00

2011-09-13T15:57:00.004+03:00

mirjam from the deep

2011-09-12T00:56:00.004+03:00

kuulge ma praegu avastasin et mu ploog on nii mittemidagiütlev. mis te arvate sellest. midagiöelge midagi.

2011-09-12T00:02:00.004+03:00

otsisin maski ette pannes kontakti maskitagusega, aga ei leidnud, vist. aga hea on olla nüüd vähemalt. värvid on palju kirkamad kui enne ja inimesed on rohkem nagu päris. heck, kõik on rohkem nagu päris. nii tajutav ja nii kohal, et hirmus hakkab veits.

järgmise asjana otsin kontakti küsimusega "mis toimub minuga". iseasi, kas vastust on mõtet üldsegi selgelt sõnastada või vaimusilmas näha. ma arvan, et see lõhuks kõik ära.

2011-09-02T16:54:00.001+03:00

peegelduste salailm, portaalid ja väravad

2011-09-01T18:30:00.003+03:00

your eyes are the scorching sun

but im filling my window with bricks

and sealing the openings

with

beeswax

2011-09-01T00:05:00.002+03:00

selle linna labürindid, sci-fi ja non-fiction labürindid, inimlabürindid ja kollasest kilest labürindid poevad ligi

lõngakera hargneb laiali korraga kõigisse dimensioonidesse

lõpus kumab minotaurne minaise

2011-09-01T00:04:00.002+03:00

feik on uus real, või siis pigem on real uus feik, sest ma enne ei uskunud, et see loom topis ei ole, kui ta mulle klaasitagant võrgutavalt silma tegi

2011-08-30T18:24:00.002+03:00

kui orhidee, mida oled kõige hullemini kohelnud,
hakkab õitsema

2011-08-06T00:17:00.005+03:00

üks väga tark mees ütles kord (oma vanaemale) : "just go with the floooow," ja läks ujumisliigutusi tehes minema

lühikokkuvõte:

my pending disaster sense is tingling

2011-08-04T23:53:00.004+03:00

" I believe that this is what technology pushes toward. There is no contradiction between ecological balance and space migration, between hypertechnology and radical ecology. These issues are red herrings; the real historical entity that is becoming imminent is the human soul. The monkey body has served to carry us to this moment of release, and it will always serve as a focus of self-image, but we are coming more and more to exist in a world made by the human imagination."

-Terence Mckenna, new maps of hyperspace

2011-08-04T15:13:00.001+03:00

'ello artblock.

2011-08-04T02:15:00.002+03:00

moons and planets

2011-08-02T19:38:00.001+03:00

stoned wallabies are responsible for crop circles

2011-08-02T19:34:00.000+03:00

no bother

2011-07-27T01:24:00.002+03:00

anna nii palju kui anda suudad anna veel rohkem

igast küljest jabur lehm

2011-07-20T23:09:00.001+03:00

x

2011-07-20T17:22:00.001+03:00

2011-07-20T17:20:00.002+03:00

murakal 10 yhe hoobiga (need on vereimejadlihasööjad parmud)

2011-07-20T17:15:00.001+03:00

house of sleep

2011-07-04T20:43:00.000+03:00

joss läks sõjaväkke

2011-06-03T02:25:00.000+03:00

i'm terrified

elajased

2011-05-29T19:36:00.000+03:00

2011-05-24T22:45:00.004+03:00

winter, erase

2011-05-23T02:03:00.003+03:00

semikujuteldavad sõbrad ja kriipivsinised silmad ja

hallitus

kalal

2011-05-23T01:45:00.002+03:00

(ei näkanud)

2011-05-18T23:24:00.002+03:00

burning bridges as you cross lines uncrossed

burning brides along with bridges

2011-05-17T22:22:00.000+03:00

2011-05-17T22:17:00.004+03:00

pidu, kus aukylalisteks kurb jõuluvana ja purjus kloun

2011-05-06T00:08:00.001+03:00

bros before romeos

2011-05-04T16:06:00.003+03:00

see on nüüd ametlik. olen ämblike rünnaku all, 1 just hüppas mulle seina pealt otse näkku. ta oli küll tilluke ja kartis mind rohkem kui ma teda, kui see üldse võimalik on, aga goddamnit ma tean ta kavatsusi väga hästi.

õnneks david wong jagab mu seisukohti ämblike suhtes

"There exists in this world a spider the size of a dinner plate, a foot wide if you include the legs. It's called the Goliath Bird-Eating spider, or the "Goliath Fucking Bird-Eating Spider" by those who have actually seen one.

It doesn't eat only birds - it mostly eats rats and insects - but they still call it the "Bird-Eating Spider" because the fact that it can eat a bird is probably the most important thing to know about it. If you run across one of these things, like in your closet or crawling out of your bowl of soup, the first thing somebody will say is, "Watch it, man, that thing can eat a fucking bird."

I don't know how they catch the birds. I know the Goliath Fucking Bird-Eating Spider can't fly because if it could, it would have a different name entirely. We would call it "Sir" because it would be the dominant species on the planet. None of us would leave the house unless a Goliath Fucking Flying Bird-Eating Spider said it was okay."

2011-05-03T13:58:00.001+03:00

edgarvaltri saladus paljastatud (purk 1L)

2011-04-29T17:58:00.001+03:00

REALITY CHECKS INCLUDE

-levitating

-holding mouth and nose closed while breathing

-looking at text or numbers on digital watches, which may be illogical or change shape after the first glance

-flipping a light switch - wont work

-looking into a mirror - image blurry, distorted or just disturbing

-pinching

2011-04-28T20:46:00.002+03:00

koleargipäevased kyborgid

2011-04-28T01:13:00.000+03:00

dinner for three

kaoseretseptid

2011-04-28T01:08:00.001+03:00

simman

ja selle ignoreerimine

2011-04-18T21:33:00.002+03:00

dream hands they were mine

2011-04-12T20:54:00.001+03:00

i wonder if the present me will ever stop believing the past me is a complete ass

2011-04-06T19:37:00.002+03:00

ei saa üle

2011-04-04T17:06:00.000+03:00

käisin ballil

2011-03-29T22:14:00.002+03:00

idee teostuse fail seoses materjali valikuga = arahnofoobia laes (ma kartsin seda kätte võtta, et prügikasti visata XD )

2011-03-29T21:18:00.001+03:00

keisri naine oli karutaltsutaja

2011-03-29T21:15:00.001+03:00

early spring

2011-03-28T22:11:00.005+03:00

võimalus lükata edasi küsimusi

2011-03-16T11:05:00.001+02:00

numb

2011-03-14T21:28:00.000+02:00

2011-03-14T20:16:00.001+02:00

hello darkness, my old friend

2011-03-14T00:30:00.001+02:00

i need this

2011-03-09T22:35:00.001+02:00

2011-03-08T21:03:00.001+02:00

2011-03-07T21:33:00.001+02:00